I am in love with two different men. Its crazy, its feels like driving on two different lanes on a freeway in pursuit of colliding. It feels like am constantly diving into an endless sea that never left me free. Am I lying to myself  and there is no way out of this?

It’s like am playing need for speed, just that this aint no play station but a real life situation, sometimes its a pain but most times I am praying for a resolution. How do I come up with a solution when I love them both? It’s like a balance, I just row my boat.

Its like sugar and spice, I want to his wife, no. I want to be by the other man’s side, no. I need a little bit of both to complete me, I hate that I put them on a platform to compete for my love. Since the first time I saw them, I knew that I was attracted, turns out I over reacted…

Now the sweetheart turns heart-breaker …