Speak now … because I am at the peak of the mountain. Not Longonot, but I seek to fight my heightened insecurities. Hear me not this last time and forever will it be; as this might be the end. Despite the infidelities I still endeavor to trust you.

You never say what’s on your mind, you never knew that I hide behind closed doors wishing you would open up. Inside I am tired of missing what I never had; so in line I am risking it all. I am calling giving you an ultimatum. It’s my turn to shut up, but see you need to speak … NOW.